Moments of Enlightenment

Well .. i heard someone say that 'Somethings never change'.

Do i intend to differ??

Ofcourse not!!

For what can be a better example of things not changing than my own self.

The placement season is on and the very important question, which i have been avoiding proudly for so many years is coming back to me... "Where do i want to go in life???"

But this time it seems that i have to answer that.

What??? No escape???

But do i have the answer??

No...not even now...

.. as i have said.. some things never change.

so what do i do now????... i don't know...

...probably i should start looking for an answer.

But where is the answer?

Some say look inside yourself and you will find an answer...

Believe me.. i looked...looked intently.. but thr's nothing like an answer there..

So..i need something else... but dont have too much time..

So i start asking people... i bug whosoever i feel might be having the slightest idea of whats goin on.. whats good and whats bad... infact i am doing a bit of that for quite some months now...

but all that i get from there is a mood swing from one profile to another... but probably thats a part of the game... as finally i might get settled on something

(atleast i hope so)...

Even seniors(alums) have started coming down to campus to give us the much needed gyan abt the whole episode and ofcourse to glamourize their own specific profiles...

It looks that finally i am beginning to decide... but i havent yet decided what i want to do... all that i am doing is taking an easy route and deciding all that i dont want to do...

Am i headed in the right direction???

May be...

May be not...

...Perhaps thats the best i can do...

And in all these moments of do's and don't do's .. i feel a lots of things should have been done at a much earlier stage.. but exactly which ones... that's again still a question.

So all that i can say i have today is some momemts of enlightenment... but if you think that these things will change the way i am.... come on.. dont u still know...

..."Some things never change!!"